It's been forever!!

I am soooo confused about life at the moment... :/ Not sure when to stop or when to go.... Hopefully I'll be heading to Kentucky to pick up one of my BFF to bring her up to homecoming.... :D YAY thats about the only thing I look forward to on that night... Its no longer the dumb things like boys, dresses, shoes, nails or hair style.... Everything material has become undesired... I dot understand my unusual change... Hope it's fo the good!! :) Latta Hommies

Sigh.....

I have not been on for soooo long :_( I am soooo sorry!!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!! :D

The weekend was very awkward... I'm reading The Great Gatsby by F.Scott Fitgerald.. It;s interresting but at the same time it's boring :( So, my sister accidently put the date of our family thanksgiving dinner on facebook... "oops." That doesn't even cut it... My daddy oster's side of the family showed up. There isnt anything wrong with that.. But its just abnormal and annoying. :/ If you met EVERBODY you'd understand. Im not tryin to come off rude Im just venting my aggitation out on here. The food was good but I didnt eat much. And that upsets me for some reason.. :Q I need a break from ALL life. Im sorry to offend anybody its just the honest truth... I can only stand this life for short periods of time. Why do you think I went to Kent. for a month? Exactly. Once the part of missing people wears off, Im ready to leave agian. I told mom that I need not a single thing for the holidays. She expected me to really want one of the things (camera, laptop, or Ipod) But I said just forget it. We need other things and I can servive... I really dont want anything. :/ Things in my life right now are confusing me :-( I sometimes lose my train and cant get it back, And recently Ive done A LOT of thinking.. It kinda scares me. Im not even sure of what else to  write so Im not going to. :)

This is the funniest picture :P Hahahahaha

This is for my hommies... :)

I accomplished my short term goal!! :D

Sigh, Happily!! This weekend was great:D The long travel was well worth it.. The movie was great... I'd definitely see it again and again!! :) Even though so much happened... I cant seem to find any words to say... Ha ha... I cant wait until the next time I get to go....I kinda think Im falling for you and I barely know you at all... :P What do I do?

I don't Feel good :(

My tummy hurts and Im tired... I cant wait untill this week is over... I want to scream and scream and scream with joy!! :D Sometimes.... I get these euphoric bursts of energy and I absolutely HAVE to scream or jump around... I dont understand it... I wish I felt like that right now, because this feeling is pooptastic :-(

Techno?

Im not sure whats up with my header.. .I just felt it so I wrote it :D Im waiting on my mommy to wake up from her napey pooh....I felt so proud when my mom, my dad, and my sister all showed up for the awards presentation thingy!! :D I got one for A-B honor roll (which I got a C in math so I dont understand) And one for perfect attendence!! Thats right baby!! Aint missed a day yet (aside for school related activities!! :D So Im pretty pumped!! Plus its Monday... but Satuday is coming!! :D Huff Im so excited :P Well Ill write more later hommires :D Peace

Speaking of Music.......

I love when big heavier bands take a pop or rap song and re do it. For example; Attack Attack doing I kissed a girl... Or Asking Alexandria when they did Right now.... And then theres some that you just wanna sctratch your head out.... Like Toxic re-done by A Static Lulluby, or What comes around originally by Justin Timberlake taken over by Alesana. What were these artists thinking?? Hmmmm idk but I obviously enjoy there thoughts!!! :D

Music on the brain?? :/

Have you ever been listening to a well known song and suddenly had this strange feeling in your gut? I think it means that the specific song that you happen to be listening to has a new meaning to you. :) That songs never been about love before... But it has. you just now realize it bucause you feel it... I think music was mde for this reason exactly... I get the wierdest feelings froom songs somtimes... Someitmes I cant tell if its good or not...hmmm? Strong feelings? Maybe... I havent figured that one out yet... Hwever, I will let yuo know when I can identify it... :D Music... its just one of the  many things I think about on a daily basis... What does it mean for you? 

He calls me Beautiful as if it were my name!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

"♥Love is.... Giving someone the ability to break your heart yet, trusting them not to.♥" :)

my cameras zoom - it captures all that might embrace it

Peace :D

Chilaxin in Spencer's!! :P

Ava decided that she wanted to pick out a cute hat :D I love her soooo flippin much! :D

Funny Weekend!! :D

She wouldnt leave the "baby" alone :P

"How many times have you watched me fall just to smile?" :)

The day is going by soooo fast!! :D Does that mean the week will also? (God I hope so) AHHHH!!! I seriously cant wait... If I had a calender I'd be marking off dates and counting down!! :P Yessss, I know Im like a little girl but F yuor threats, remarks and cuts cant hurt me anymore. I really think Im over you. Thinks that remind me of the new make me constantly smile... So many good things that they say now a days... (Ive never gotten that:P)
Well, I have this huge smile on my face and when asked I cant seem to find a fitting answer to why I smile so much.... CUZ IM HAPPY.. So... my weekend was extremely interesting, church jealously exs and news... What wonderus things God had=s in store for us when we finally open our eyes and except what his giving.. :) Well folks... Ill write more later... LUCH TIME :D

Im Exhausted :( But He says its The Balcony Scene!! :D

Been talking to my hommies allll day... I acidently woke upat six and couldnt sleep for a while after that... Finally I did and it was time to wake. Ive literally spent all day at Angies. I need water and sleep. Im so sick Ive eaten soooo much. Not cool at all!! And currently Im "Lost in Stereo!" :D You know what, he is good for me and Im not going to let the last one wreck this for me :) Cuz even though I barely know him, he treats mme better than all of them combined... Respectful, caring, nice, funny, amazzingg,attrative, an promp. Need I say more? Come on next weekend I ont underand why you are taking so long to arrive... So tell me Is this a "Bullett Proof Love"?? :D

Interesting??? ):P

I enjoy this one because it doesnt show my face... It shows how photography can be used many different ways. Comments?

Vamp Smiley!! :)=

My frann!!!! :)

ME!!!!

Is it bad to think of yourself as cute or adorable?? :/

Time At The HomeStead

Well, last night was somewhat odd. My newer friend (Bob) had assumed that we were dating.. :P Uh AWKWARD!!!! I had no clue how to approach the situation. Hopefully it has been fixed.
On to the next subject. My other friend informed me that he really needs me in his life right now... How sweet right?!? Well, I can say the same about them!! :-) I have noticed in myself that I have been happier and less moody now that Ive gotten rid of one (or more) and found a nw one thts better!! I cant help but to smile every minute of the long day... And, I cant wait to get out of school to talk to them. I constantly watch the clock and the phone... I totally sound like a litle girl but you know what... I deserve to... After all that I have been through. So Im going to keep on smiling and waiting... And (traveling!!!) But untill then Im going to log off and go to the other class!! Lata Homie!!!! :D

How old is too old??

Or "How young is too young?"  When Mrs. Ackerman presented me with this question I wasn't sure how to answer it.
 In my opinion  the cut off line for a a person to have a child should be 40 years old. Because, if you have a baby at that age, you will barely get to enjoy the teenage to adult years of their life. How fair is it to them when dad can't come play catch because his knees are giving out? Or mom can't play dress up? And for the other question you really don't want to have a child at such a young age... You want to run and be free because once you get pregnant it's hard to go out with your friends. I'd say the appropriate age to hace a child young would be at the most 20... Your hopefully out of school and you have a job. (depending on college)But if you choose not to then 18 or 19 could also work.. It all depends on your schooling and finances when you should have you baby. Now don't get me wrong teenage pregnancies are in fact frowned upon, but my niece of 16 is carrying so, I have no wrongs to say about the subject. Personally I can't wait for the baby to be born!! :D Feel free to leave any questions or comments. Thank You!!

Oreo Cookies and Vanilla Coke!!

Geeze I'm sooo tired!! I was up for a while last night chillin texting Alec all night!! I think I'm going to  go visit him... :P Shhh don't tell any body!! :D He's a real confidence builder... Meeting him was really good for my selfesteem... He  couldn't have shown u at a better time... He's like really ligit... :) But I do wonder what this is.... He is like my new bestie... (Other than Candace) Wow there are a lot of periods in this post I am putting up.... :D Dylan thinks that he is slick trying to read over my shoulder... What a dork!!! :> Well, Im going to go look up yearbook layouts!! Lata Homies!! Btw I am totally eating Oreos and Dinking "V"!! :P

The WindTurbines

I think that they are really pretty!! :D

Me and Candace!! :D (My new bestie!!)

We look totally stoked!! Or as Dakota would say "Ubber Stoked!!"

My self Portrait for my other new blog on wordpress!!! :P

Aren't I adorable??

nyli!!! all the wayyy!!!!

Our cutee little lable!! :D

Dear at my Door!! :P

This is what I found at my door at like 7 in the morning!!! CUTEE!!!!

My new FRIENDs!!

AREN'T WE CUTE?? :)

Not Enough Time

Sorry that I have not had ample time to blog with you guys...:( I went on a four day training session. I traveled to Canaan Valley Resort near Elkins. It was a totally awesome time... It was for the NYLI!! (National Youth Leadership Initiative) I learned how to do amazing things with a camera and now I get to put them to work!! Im currently working with the Morgan Couty Patnership Coalition to reduce alcohol being provided to minors!! I am sooo looking forward to working with my new friends for a better tomorrow... (Candace, Tiffani, Dakota, Taylor, And of course Alec and his friends!!) I now have begun a jounrney into creating a digital story for CADCA (Community Anti-Drug Coalitions of America)I will go back to the conferrence again in April!! I can't wait!! I hope April comes like SUPER FAST!!! Oh and btw, I get 3 College Credits when I complete this workshop!!!! :D AWESOME RIGHT?? :D I will post a few pictures from my weekend here in just a minute!! :P

Kids in the Hall :D

 I am currently sitting in Child Care And Parenting listening to small children running up Paw Paw High School Hall. :P I love it. The euphoric laughter that I hear amongst them is a change in pace... (Considering what I put up with in the High School Area) Little kids have a way to make you smile at the most inappropriate times. My niece Ava... (A.K.A.- my best friend :P) is the funniest kid EVER!! (maybe not ever but I like to think so.) Yesterday she was sleeping under my arm while we cuddled under a blankie.... She was completely asleep and the hard plastic baby doll she had tucked under her arms was hurting my rib cage... So I decided to remove it. Now I had checked on her to make sure she was unaware of my attemp for comfort. The second I picked up that small toy Ava sat straight up and scream (in her cute child voice) "BABYYY!!!!" So we had to cuddle with the baby for another 3 hours (exageration) But it just shows me how wonderful small children amuse me. On Halloween her and I went out with a bunch of my friends... She had on a pink vest and a flat billed hat.... Every two minutes she kept saying "Ganster!!!" :D Goodness I love her soooo much!!!

Last night was interesting (:/

So last night as I was walking down the road with all my pals... This group of children (trouble makers of course) went boltig down the street... And at that instance, I realized why... One of the girls I was with was down there at her aunts and the girl that came stomping down the street was after her... So... I took off my high heels, handed my baby to someone and ran down after them...  By the time I got there, it was basically over but the kids that went lookin for the fight got it... Just not the way they desired it. Poor them :( NOT!! Other than that,the night was fairly good. My nephew of 16 who happend to be with me could only repeat on sentence for the rest of the night "Your friends are sooo funny!"

Happy Halloween Everybodyy!!!! :D

I've been chillin with my baby allllll weekend!! ILY SOOOO MUCH!! It'll be a good one. Going to the DG to get swiss rolls!!! Pepermint ones :P YUMMAY

"Burrrrrr" It's sooooo Cold outside....

I'm thinkin it'll be a great weekend!! I'm totally excited :D Ryan,Rach, andmany more!! Fun times guys.... Today the halloween parade and everything was awesome!! Ava was soooo fippin CUTEE!!!! :D I'll write alittle more when I have time...

Halloween and Autumn

Ohh do you feel that chilly air moving through the tree tops? It's that time of the year again!! My favorite :P I went to the Halloween parade last night.... Let me just say "AWKWARD!!" I got this text from my father about 20 minutes before the end of the parade.... Saying he was 45 minutes from Cumberland... ?? Hmmm? Well, then he texted asking if he could catch a ride with us back to Paw Paw.... Now for like 13 years now he and my mother never really talked(They weren't enemies but they weren't friends either) So this was a total shock to me when they both climbed into the front of our cereal box car..... The ride was calm and pleasant and when we arrived back in town we all went to visit my grands (his side).... It was sooo unusual for all of this to be happening.... Must be sumthing friendly in the night air?? :/
Any whoser the parade was very lovely... Lots of scary costumes and wonderful bands!!! :) But Paw Paw was the best :P No duh right?!?! Well I 've got to get off of here.... Class is almost over.... Peace Out Girl Scout!!!    :D

Me and my friend Levi!!!!

A small day of Rest! :)

Even though I acknowledge the fact that I could use more prctice... I'm kinda glad that we have none today... (Exhausted Sigh) :-( I'm pooped! It's Red Ribbon week and it's not quite the same without Ms. Stickely!! :O Mrs. Ackerman has been riding my case about everything... (including Paula Dean saying "Ya'll") (Huff) Well, I've got a "TON" of homework to do, and tonight I'm going to have some fun!! My mama and I are going to carve pumpkins!!!! ;-D (Thanks Mrs. A for the utencils!)
    Well, class is almost over..... and I'm gonna log off.... I'll write a little more later!!
           

Grrr.....

"Huff" (aggravated) The school like shut us down somehow!!!! :( Helooo I'm working here... Its class work!! Dont be messin with me. >:( Ohhhhh doesn't that just make me angryy!!!! :O

Sitting at school waiting for Ms. Stickley!!

I'm chillin at school waiting for Ms. Stickely to Post interesting junk about Russia and her sweet baby boy!! Mrs. Ackerman here... Bugging the crud outta me... :( "It's not coming up under that." Just picture her complain voice with the face to match... :P I love her to death.... So hurry up Ms. Stickley!!! I'm anxious!!!! :D   I'm currently bored so I'll post some old pictures... :)

Todayy

All I did today was laundry... :( And I took a shower.... LAZZYYY BONESSSS!!!!

Me at Envirothon!!! :D

Sleepyyyy

Yawn.... I am soooo tired!! I have nothing to do on the weekends... So school hurry up!! Please. I tried to teach my mom how to play volleyball :D Bahahahaha!!!! rofl!!!! It was the funniest thing :P I think coach should let the grownups play a game with us... So they'd know what it's like to play against a team.. :/ Huff!!

Just Set Up :)

Helloooo my followers!!!! I have just set up my new blog...  I hope you will enjoy the time we share together. As you visit you may find the most random things on here. I talk about sooo many things :D Well.... Here I go :P