HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!! :D

The weekend was very awkward... I'm reading The Great Gatsby by F.Scott Fitgerald.. It;s interresting but at the same time it's boring :( So, my sister accidently put the date of our family thanksgiving dinner on facebook... "oops." That doesn't even cut it... My daddy oster's side of the family showed up. There isnt anything wrong with that.. But its just abnormal and annoying. :/ If you met EVERBODY you'd understand. Im not tryin to come off rude Im just venting my aggitation out on here. The food was good but I didnt eat much. And that upsets me for some reason.. :Q I need a break from ALL life. Im sorry to offend anybody its just the honest truth... I can only stand this life for short periods of time. Why do you think I went to Kent. for a month? Exactly. Once the part of missing people wears off, Im ready to leave agian. I told mom that I need not a single thing for the holidays. She expected me to really want one of the things (camera, laptop, or Ipod) But I said just forget it. We need other things and I can servive... I really dont want anything. :/ Things in my life right now are confusing me :-( I sometimes lose my train and cant get it back, And recently Ive done A LOT of thinking.. It kinda scares me. Im not even sure of what else to  write so Im not going to. :)