Saturday, May 28, 2011

Oh, I never knew this day would hurt so bad. :'(

I cannot believe that you are going off on your own. Nor that you are leaving this town to pursue your wildest dream... What I really cannot grasp is how you made me so many promises and now they are being broken one by one.... I guess you don't get it... I was there for your very first day of high school & through anything that you needed me for..... I was even there for your high school graduation... I dressed with  only intentions of you being the one to look at me (which you didn't) Everyone in that room got to wrap their arms around you and say "congratulations"... I hung my head, turned and walked out because I knew hugs or contact of any type, are "against the rules"..... So, this is what I will say it, I know you will probably NEVER come across this.... You don't call, look, or anything like that anymore.. So I guess this is your way of letting me know to let go & maybe move on... But if this is one of those times that you wait until I start going out then you start acting like you want me again... I have absolutely no clue what I will do when I look into your beautiful green eyes, nor do I know what I will say..... All I can ever seem to say is "I love you..."

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